life is going so fast, well there's no doubt about it indeed! one moment i felt like my world upside down and concerning about some useless things, and found my self cried so many times over the same matter. and one moment i also find my self being so happy and doing so many great things that i like the most. but again, time flies, so fast. whatever can make you sad or happy the most today, maybe couldn't affect you anymore in the future. yes, life's always and always has it's own way to satisfy and make you down. the only way to catch up with it is by doing the best you can, and let Allah do the rest that you can not.
life's treating me so great these months, it's almost perfect here and there, and i've finally can say that the puzzle fits so well to it's places. last year, i still have no idea what my life would be like, super clueless. til i've finally met this amazing man, the one that make sense to everything that happened to me before, the one that make me realize why it's never worked out with anyone else. hihi
and now we're making our dreams come true, together. step by step, days by days, i feel so happy yet so lucky to have him around. i'm not that type of "please marry me, and i'll be yours all the way" kind of girl, i'm more like to "i won't settle for anything less that what i deserve" type. and everyone kept wondering why i can be this serious with this man, hahahaha.. some people think that when you met the one you feel like you can't love anyone better than you have him/her, some think that s/he can make your world upside down, and some others think that s/he can complete you. well, none of them are wrong actually, but i've got my own reason why i can feel these things towards him. when i with him, i just simply can see my future with him, i don't have to change anything to be with him, i can simply being my fabulous self and doing the best thing i can and that's it. that's all matter for him.
thank you for being you, dearest one! thank you for simply loving me the way i am, the way i wanted to be, the way i will be. i can't wait to be us soon. i love you, always have and always will.
love,
windygita
Senin, 10 Juni 2013
Rabu, 08 Agustus 2012
only in the time like this
i feel like bored and bored and bored. i almost forgot when is the last time i really had some fun *kidding* well, i know it will be over soon enough, and i will be have my own holiday. but in the time like this, in the time where i can't think straight and my mood is going ups and downs so easily, and i feel like wanting to be supported so bad, only in the time like this, i can think about you. yes, i think about you a little. a lil too much tonight. i try my best not to drag my hand to call you or send you a simple hi. i know it's sounds stupid yet ridiculous, i know, i know. but only in the time like this, it's really great to hear you say, "everything will be okay, everything will be just fine" and your words are working like magic, and suddenly, i feel better :')
noooo.. it's different, i'm not missing you, not at all. i've tried my best to get rid of you, try to ignore all the messages and stuffs, but yes, tonight i'm tired.
i miss having someone who's really understand me, without me saying a word. who loves me unconditionally. who will always be there to rub my back, to hug me and cheer me up. well, that's maybe not you anymore, i know. i know. but only in the time like this, i miss having the old you here. :')
hahahaha okay, i guess enough for all the pride here. i said it. nice and clear. satisfied enough? :)
noooo.. it's different, i'm not missing you, not at all. i've tried my best to get rid of you, try to ignore all the messages and stuffs, but yes, tonight i'm tired.
i miss having someone who's really understand me, without me saying a word. who loves me unconditionally. who will always be there to rub my back, to hug me and cheer me up. well, that's maybe not you anymore, i know. i know. but only in the time like this, i miss having the old you here. :')
hahahaha okay, i guess enough for all the pride here. i said it. nice and clear. satisfied enough? :)
Jumat, 11 November 2011
an objective
every couple has thir own way to survive the relationship, they can be a person who praise each other all the time, do whatever for their spouse, some people have to keep lying, or even have to fight to make the relationship works.
we may not be understand why some couples keep on doing those stupid silly things, and got confused, but afterall what can i say? we know nothing about them, or at least we've never been in their positions, it's better to keep quite and try to acknowledge their point of view! :)
for me, it doesnt matter on how you pick your way to survive, all the matter is you know exactly what's your objective in your relationship?
it's pathetic to be in a relationship that going nowhere. it's like having a time bomb, you know someday it's going to stop, and hurt you that much. but why you keep on staying when it's feel like chasing pavements, it wont go anywhere.
well, i dedicated those people. you know exactly who you are. so yeah, STOP! GO! RUN!!! you dont deserve to be treated this way! you're way too precious! :)
love,
windy
we may not be understand why some couples keep on doing those stupid silly things, and got confused, but afterall what can i say? we know nothing about them, or at least we've never been in their positions, it's better to keep quite and try to acknowledge their point of view! :)
for me, it doesnt matter on how you pick your way to survive, all the matter is you know exactly what's your objective in your relationship?
it's pathetic to be in a relationship that going nowhere. it's like having a time bomb, you know someday it's going to stop, and hurt you that much. but why you keep on staying when it's feel like chasing pavements, it wont go anywhere.
well, i dedicated those people. you know exactly who you are. so yeah, STOP! GO! RUN!!! you dont deserve to be treated this way! you're way too precious! :)
love,
windy
Rabu, 26 Oktober 2011
a box of treasure
for me, life's all about a box treasure. this is how far would you want tp dig in, and keep on dig in, until.. well there's no end in this case! coz you'll never know at some point, maybe you'll find something's really great.
there's a friend of mine, who's accidentally being a public enemy. at first, i feel pity of her. and when i tried to dig in more, i can feel why people doesnt like her. and i stop to dig in. until some days ago, i have to make something, and that something made me have to deal with this girl. at first, i feel really upset, i dont like her, as much as everybody does. but well, then again, i remember about my point of view of life. and i took my chance to be with her. clean slate.
well, afterall she's not that bad, maybe she doesnt know why people hate her, and nobody wants to tell her about, that's not their obligation anyway.. hehe..
and for me, because right now, i've considered her as one of my friend, i'll try to remind her how to behave, not because i want everybody likes her, it's just because i want her to be the best version of herself.
alright then, lesson learned. nobody's too good or too bad, all that matter is how far would you go to know them. and i took my chance with this friend, hope you all can do the same way as me! :)
ps. this is also valid for everything matters in life! happy digging, fabulous people! <3
love,
-windyy
there's a friend of mine, who's accidentally being a public enemy. at first, i feel pity of her. and when i tried to dig in more, i can feel why people doesnt like her. and i stop to dig in. until some days ago, i have to make something, and that something made me have to deal with this girl. at first, i feel really upset, i dont like her, as much as everybody does. but well, then again, i remember about my point of view of life. and i took my chance to be with her. clean slate.
well, afterall she's not that bad, maybe she doesnt know why people hate her, and nobody wants to tell her about, that's not their obligation anyway.. hehe..
and for me, because right now, i've considered her as one of my friend, i'll try to remind her how to behave, not because i want everybody likes her, it's just because i want her to be the best version of herself.
alright then, lesson learned. nobody's too good or too bad, all that matter is how far would you go to know them. and i took my chance with this friend, hope you all can do the same way as me! :)
ps. this is also valid for everything matters in life! happy digging, fabulous people! <3
love,
-windyy
Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011
two types of smart people
first of all, i should thank God for giving me this opportunity to enter one of the best college in Indonesia! :)
my college's life is awesome, i've been through some ups and downs, but i bet that's life's all about rite? hihi.. i met so many people, with a different background, personality, religion, and etc. and i learn about how to deal with their differences, and it's quite interesting tho! :)
as times go by, i've realized how smart they are. people in my class are people who really loves to study, from those people who loves to study in library until some groups who loves to study in their groups. they're all smart. but then again, i can divided them into two groups of smart. 1st group is for people who's smart but they apparently can't share their knowledges with any other person. people like this, loves to read, introvert and kinda self fish, they want to be smart, but they dont want to teach their friends. but anyway, this isn't their fault afterall hehe.. they just simply want to be the best, but somehow i think they're really wrong for acting like that. by teaching your friends, you can really getting smarter, coz you'll remember the lesson twice better than before! well, that's my oppinion!:)
the 2nd group is for people who's really smart and want to teach their friends because they love to help, love to teach, or maybe some of them are just want to show their skill.. haha.. again, that's all their call.. but i love being in the 2nd group, which i can remember again about the lesson that i've studied before, and that's kinda making me smarter! :)
alright then, hyappy studying for you folks. remember, to learn something, you dont always need a formal school or a teacher, you can read a book, hear from any media, learn from someone else's experience, or even learn from yourself. afterall, that's all that matters. we learn something to make us better than what we've used to be. let's being the best version of ourselves. have a great day, fabulous people! :)
love,
windy
my college's life is awesome, i've been through some ups and downs, but i bet that's life's all about rite? hihi.. i met so many people, with a different background, personality, religion, and etc. and i learn about how to deal with their differences, and it's quite interesting tho! :)
as times go by, i've realized how smart they are. people in my class are people who really loves to study, from those people who loves to study in library until some groups who loves to study in their groups. they're all smart. but then again, i can divided them into two groups of smart. 1st group is for people who's smart but they apparently can't share their knowledges with any other person. people like this, loves to read, introvert and kinda self fish, they want to be smart, but they dont want to teach their friends. but anyway, this isn't their fault afterall hehe.. they just simply want to be the best, but somehow i think they're really wrong for acting like that. by teaching your friends, you can really getting smarter, coz you'll remember the lesson twice better than before! well, that's my oppinion!:)
the 2nd group is for people who's really smart and want to teach their friends because they love to help, love to teach, or maybe some of them are just want to show their skill.. haha.. again, that's all their call.. but i love being in the 2nd group, which i can remember again about the lesson that i've studied before, and that's kinda making me smarter! :)
alright then, hyappy studying for you folks. remember, to learn something, you dont always need a formal school or a teacher, you can read a book, hear from any media, learn from someone else's experience, or even learn from yourself. afterall, that's all that matters. we learn something to make us better than what we've used to be. let's being the best version of ourselves. have a great day, fabulous people! :)
love,
windy
Senin, 03 Oktober 2011
someone..
it's quite a while, that i want to write something about this particular person. this person who's being there for so long, knows me so well, but i don't know anything about him at all.
i asked my self, why people keep on looking for you, take a good care of you, but he doesn't want you to know anything about him? and i wonder..
one thing led to another, this person keep on going be there for me at the worst times of my life. everytime i look down on me, and feel that i don't deserve any better, he's shown up. being an ear and a shoulder to cry on, try to lift me up, and show me that everything will always be okay for me, coz it's me, windy.. i'll always be the wind, that blows the troubles away.. he's never fails to make me smile. he said that every troubles in my life is just a phase, it's just a hardship that will pass too.
one time, he gave me something without put any clues of the sender. but i knew that's him, the sender. and finally, he's admitted! :)
i don't know in which way i let him always being this person for me, and i don't for how much longer that he'll be always there for me. well, no matter what's going to happen in the future, i just want to say how i appreciate every lil thing you do to me, where you are! i give you a big thanks! :)
love,
windy
i asked my self, why people keep on looking for you, take a good care of you, but he doesn't want you to know anything about him? and i wonder..
one thing led to another, this person keep on going be there for me at the worst times of my life. everytime i look down on me, and feel that i don't deserve any better, he's shown up. being an ear and a shoulder to cry on, try to lift me up, and show me that everything will always be okay for me, coz it's me, windy.. i'll always be the wind, that blows the troubles away.. he's never fails to make me smile. he said that every troubles in my life is just a phase, it's just a hardship that will pass too.
one time, he gave me something without put any clues of the sender. but i knew that's him, the sender. and finally, he's admitted! :)
i don't know in which way i let him always being this person for me, and i don't for how much longer that he'll be always there for me. well, no matter what's going to happen in the future, i just want to say how i appreciate every lil thing you do to me, where you are! i give you a big thanks! :)
love,
windy
Sabtu, 01 Oktober 2011
hello, college's life :)
hey there, how i miss writing a blog.. it's been quite busy, and i don't have any more spaces to do my own me time, myself.. yea, the college's life is almost take every minutes of my time, but that's okay tho, i had a very great time during those activities. especially, for meeting new friend.
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my friends are incredible awesome, and i'm so happy to meet those kind of people in my college. hehe.. but, the assignments are like so crazy, and those deadlines are really making me looks like a zombie. dead and walking. and working, of course.
i miss my thai boxing and yoga session, i miss having sauna, overall i miss my weekend. since i enter so called this college's life. i haven't got any weekends yet. it's not all because i have to work for my assignment only, but also i have to please some people and doing some other activities during the weekends. tired? sure.
actually, i have so much to say, but again! i'm in the middle of working my assignments right now, and i've a plan to meet my bestfriend today, so yeah that's about it. i'll tell some good things after. alright? hihi
love,
windy
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my friends are incredible awesome, and i'm so happy to meet those kind of people in my college. hehe.. but, the assignments are like so crazy, and those deadlines are really making me looks like a zombie. dead and walking. and working, of course.
i miss my thai boxing and yoga session, i miss having sauna, overall i miss my weekend. since i enter so called this college's life. i haven't got any weekends yet. it's not all because i have to work for my assignment only, but also i have to please some people and doing some other activities during the weekends. tired? sure.
actually, i have so much to say, but again! i'm in the middle of working my assignments right now, and i've a plan to meet my bestfriend today, so yeah that's about it. i'll tell some good things after. alright? hihi
love,
windy
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