i'm turning 23 tomorrow.. it's my sacred age! why? i actually dont know why or since when i always think that when i'm turning 23, i'll be a very great woman of my dreams in this year.. hehe.. i'll be the one who gets all of those happiness, like dream jobs, best friends, and sure the one.. can i have all of them in one year? :')
..a lil bit flash back..
last year, i've been called by someone, and made me cried all over the night! yes, in the night of my birthday! that was like the worst birthday ever! i've been through sooooo many bad things last year.. i'm so blessed that i've Allah SWT that never leave me, and sure family and bestfriends! i love them sooooo much! i can say, "i won't be that strong if i dont have them back then"..
but things changed, that's life.. afterall we're just have to play this scenario! yes my friend, sometimes it's sweet, but in the other times it's bitter.. but this is a reality, it's not a dream or a night mare, and you have to face it! i'm glad to say that i can through those life's obstacles in that year perfectly! :)
now, here i am, a 23 years old lady! i've been doing some wishes for this year that have to be done may Allah granted all of them! :)
3 wishes that i want to have in this year are :
1. dream job
i want to have a dream job that i'll never gonna leave. the job that simply makes me more alive, the thing is the definition of dream job for me is, a job that i love and i'm so good at it. and sure i hope that i can get a great salary as well.. hehe..
2. another language
i always think about having another language course, but still dont know which language that i'd like to choose! but these weeks, i kinda want to learn spanish! well, that's quite easy and many countries are spoken spanish! hehe.. so, i'll learn this language this year! hope i can master the language! ihiyy! :))
3. the real "the one"
this isn't the least because of i've mentioned this the last! its just because it's the most important thing and sure will be the hard one to achieve. having "the one" isn't like only have a boyfriend, but the one that you really want spend the rest of you life with, the one that you want to grow old with.. and the most important is, it's build to the last! <3<3
and finally, it's my birthday! happy birthday, me! ohh yeah, not forget to mention! i put the "UP" picture in my bbm display, it's for reminding me that someday i'm gonna be like her, i'm gonna be old and weak.. but i hope i'll find someone who will stand next to me, and hold my hands, and be there til my dying day! :') and also remind me that someday i can't do anything anymore because i'm too weak, so that's why i keep doing my "have to do" list, to make me remember all of my dreams and try to catch up with it before it's too late! :)
once again, happy 23rd birthday, me! wish me have a great day! <3
may Allah always lights my paths and granted all of my wishes! amiiin ya Allah! :)
ps. it's a great date! 080910 isn't it perfect? hihi..
love,
windygitawulandhari
