i feel like bored and bored and bored. i almost forgot when is the last time i really had some fun *kidding* well, i know it will be over soon enough, and i will be have my own holiday. but in the time like this, in the time where i can't think straight and my mood is going ups and downs so easily, and i feel like wanting to be supported so bad, only in the time like this, i can think about you. yes, i think about you a little. a lil too much tonight. i try my best not to drag my hand to call you or send you a simple hi. i know it's sounds stupid yet ridiculous, i know, i know. but only in the time like this, it's really great to hear you say, "everything will be okay, everything will be just fine" and your words are working like magic, and suddenly, i feel better :')
noooo.. it's different, i'm not missing you, not at all. i've tried my best to get rid of you, try to ignore all the messages and stuffs, but yes, tonight i'm tired.
i miss having someone who's really understand me, without me saying a word. who loves me unconditionally. who will always be there to rub my back, to hug me and cheer me up. well, that's maybe not you anymore, i know. i know. but only in the time like this, i miss having the old you here. :')
hahahaha okay, i guess enough for all the pride here. i said it. nice and clear. satisfied enough? :)
