life is going so fast, well there's no doubt about it indeed! one moment i felt like my world upside down and concerning about some useless things, and found my self cried so many times over the same matter. and one moment i also find my self being so happy and doing so many great things that i like the most. but again, time flies, so fast. whatever can make you sad or happy the most today, maybe couldn't affect you anymore in the future. yes, life's always and always has it's own way to satisfy and make you down. the only way to catch up with it is by doing the best you can, and let Allah do the rest that you can not.
life's treating me so great these months, it's almost perfect here and there, and i've finally can say that the puzzle fits so well to it's places. last year, i still have no idea what my life would be like, super clueless. til i've finally met this amazing man, the one that make sense to everything that happened to me before, the one that make me realize why it's never worked out with anyone else. hihi
and now we're making our dreams come true, together. step by step, days by days, i feel so happy yet so lucky to have him around. i'm not that type of "please marry me, and i'll be yours all the way" kind of girl, i'm more like to "i won't settle for anything less that what i deserve" type. and everyone kept wondering why i can be this serious with this man, hahahaha.. some people think that when you met the one you feel like you can't love anyone better than you have him/her, some think that s/he can make your world upside down, and some others think that s/he can complete you. well, none of them are wrong actually, but i've got my own reason why i can feel these things towards him. when i with him, i just simply can see my future with him, i don't have to change anything to be with him, i can simply being my fabulous self and doing the best thing i can and that's it. that's all matter for him.
thank you for being you, dearest one! thank you for simply loving me the way i am, the way i wanted to be, the way i will be. i can't wait to be us soon. i love you, always have and always will.
love,
windygita
