Senin, 07 Maret 2011

a soulmate..

today, i want to be a lover. a sweet one. hhihi.. so i want to write about this, this soulmate's thingy. i've been meaning to write about this since like forever, but yeah, too many things distracted me, so yeah now is the time! :)
i read this sentence yesterday,
"hal paling mengerikan dalam pencarian jodoh adalah ketika kau akhirnya benar-benar menemukannya"
and hours after, i cant stop thinking about it. really? isn't it suppose to be such a great thing when you find it, rite? am i RITE? hmmm well, when i think about it over again. and i make myself picturing that i've already found one, then OMG! yes, it's scary. i mean a good scary yah. it's like "i can find someone that makes me so sure". and feeling so sure about something without seeing any imperfections, or elses i can tolerate the imperfections and really can live with it, somehow it scares me. i'm such a perfectionist person, i tend to find flaws in people. and i dont know how to handle a person without any flaws, or simply accepted him. hihi..
but it's gonna be really great to have that kind of person. actually, i'm not those girl who loves a complicated person. i will try to describe someone who will be my future husband, my deary love, my soulmate.
i want to end up with a person who's simply easy to make me laugh. yes, laughter is a indicator that we are happy. so i want to laugh for the rest of my life with this person.
i want to have someone that i can easily talk to, and by that means he has to be up to everything. coz i love to discuss about everything, from a simple thing to a huge and complicated things.
i'm not that romantic. but having the one who's caring, loving, and affectionate won't kill me rite?hehe.. i love to be hugged, and cuddling all the way we watch movies. and i want to lay down on his chest and knowing that this is the only home for me.
i want to be with a person who can supports me and my activities. and wont feel threaten with my achievements.
i want to be with someone who loves traveling. and i wish he knows more about those maps than me. so i can have my own person tour guide.
but it's nicer to save someone who's waiting for me at home. asking me how i deal with my day that day.
i want to have someone who's always considered the best when we've felt the worst.
i want to love and be loved unconditionally, adoring each other, and..
MOST OF ALL, it's built to last! :')

woohoo.. i can't see this coming. i don't know that this entry will turn into some "i want my future husband to be like this" thingy! huahahaha.. but well, i'm glad i wrote these things though. keep reminding me that this man is the one i was looking for. and i'm not gonna settle for anything less than what i deserve. *BIG GRIN*


love,


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